Bappy April.

It's only 12:16 am, but I already know that today is going to be an "I miss Brendan" day.  Not that I normally don't, but it's just one of those days.  I miss him a lot.  And not like, to the point where I'll cry over it, because personally, I think I've done really good with handling my emotions (except the whole graduation drama).  But it's just like, a longing to see him.  Hug him, kiss him, laugh with him - just be happy.

But enough talk with that, I feel like I'm always talking about our relationship (because I normally do) on here.  I can't believe today is already April 1st!  Time really does fly.. But my April Fools plans are to tell my mom ridiculous things.  I know she'd appreciate that.  And she'll believe me too.  Oh, it'll be grand!

Well, I'm going to try to get my HUGE letter to Brendan done...started writing it earlier today and already have like, 4 pages...he said he wanted to know how my days are going, so I'll tell him!! Haha, I'm such a jerk.  But once I finish that, I'd like to pick up the Bible again - I'm so bad with my reading :\  But slowly I get better.. Tomorrow I shall run a few errands, and then I'm hanging out with my long lost best friend, Emily.  It shall be good.

But for now, Bappy April.

1:09 a.m.

This will be short.  I just felt like writing something though.  I loved the weather today - so bright and sunny.  The only thing missing was the clear blue skies, wind, and 85 degree weather.  Other than that, I was content!  Today seemed like it dragged on, yet it sped by so fast...and now I'm here, writing at 1 in the morning.  Tomorrow is my day off.  I love Wednesdays.  I get to go to the bank, go shopping, get letters from my man, and go to youth where all my friends are.  It's going to be a great day tomorrow! But now I'm going to bed, and before I do that I'm going to write a letter so that Brendan is happy (and so that he gets a letter every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday - due to his request of me writing him every other day).  The things I do for that man.

Monday

Monday, Monday, Monday.  Started today off pretty well.  Got lots of needed sleep, then went to work.  Work was busy at some times, and others it wasn't, but the day moved by pretty fast.  The best part of tonight though was getting a call from Brendan.  Even though he told me not to get used to him calling a lot while he's away, I totally had a feeling he was going to call today.  It's funny because you think you're okay in a relationship when you don't really have much communication between each other, but then it's even better when you hear from that other person - it's like a mini pep-talk saying, "Hey, I'm in this with you. You aren't alone."  It's just good to hear his voice.  I also got paid today - always a good thing!  Nothing else much happened today...I think I'm using this more of a journal than a blog, but as soon as something deep pops in my head, I'll make sure to write it.

But for now, I need to read a while for school, then I'm calling it a night.

Spring Wind

I enjoy writing, so I figured I'd make a blog site.  It helps me get all my emotions out.  I'm a horrible public speaker and I crack jokes to make myself feel better, but I do so much better when I write things out.  So yes.  I enjoy writing.  Except I'm a little blank on what I should write right now.  So I'll just tell you (who ever is out there reading...probably no one) about myself.  I'm an adult and a senior in high school, even though I feel like I've already graduated.  I'm in an accelerated program, meaning, I just take college courses instead of taking classes at my high school.  I love it.  It's way more flexible and it lets me work at crazy hours of the day.  I work at a (mainly) Greek deli and imported foods store.  God blessed me with this job, because it's everything I hoped for in a first job.  The people there are great, and the family that owns the store is awesome.  I just love it!  I sing and play lots of instruments - I'm not the best, but I hope to keep on building my talents.  Singing helps me unwind.  I always have some type of music (usually worship) on while I'm doing every day things.  I can't get enough of it.  I have an amazing boyfriend who is in basic training right now for the navy.  I miss him very badly, but I know it's onto good things.  I pray for him constantly and support him whole-heartedly.  In my opinion, I think it would be cool to move around a lot (even though packing is a pain, you get to live in some cool places!). Even though any person in their right mind would think we're crazy for staying together, we don't think its crazy.  We both know we can stick through this.  We were brought together for a reason, whether it be for just this time in our lives or for a lifetime.  We know each other's strength and weaknesses - surprisingly, we're really good at being strong for each other.  I love getting letters from him and writing him.  You get all the stupid things you'd normally bother someone with when texting them out of the way and you get the real stuff.  The stuff thats most important.  Their true feelings.  It makes a relationship stronger.  It makes you excited because you have no idea when they're going to write - you can't look forward to talking to them everyday...so you write them every chance you get.  I just love it! Sorry, that was my rant about relationships! But yes, so Brendan is in the navy.  He's going to do so awesome in it, I'm so excited for him!!

Anyways, I think this is a pretty good start.  My sister just brought me some strawberries to eat, so I'm going to go eat them.  Tomorrow is a mostly full day of working, but thats okay with me!  Working = $$$$

Peace out my friends.
-K