The Rebel Inside.

It's hit me. I'm so done with where I am right now.  I want something new to happen for me.  Like, that's great for other people that new things are coming their way, but I want to be selfish and I want to do something. I want to move on in life - I want to do my own things - and I want to visit my freaking boyfriend! So many things, but it's like I'm still stuck in a kid's body.  I wish I was living life somewhere different..not here. I wish I could live life like you are, away from everyone.  I wish I was moving somewhere or going away to college..something. All my life I've wanted to travel and move around and do my own thing, and now that I actually am ready, I'm stuck.  Yes, I want to be successful in my life, but sometimes I wish I could just live in the middle of no where and be lazy and sleep.  I figure I'm just ranting on here, but I really wish I could change how things are.